[02 Jan 2010|04:01pm] xcheerupx New Years 2007 was the best party of my life. I had just turned 17 and got so wasted that I woke up in a sequined leotard in someone elses apartment. New years 2008 did not go down because I quit my job two days before it, burning all bridges with my large group of friends and ending the most fun time of my life. New years 2009 I was less depressed, but I was rebounding from a difficult experience and I don't even remember what I did. New Years 2010 I worked, then went to a legit Mexican party, yet I left early because I always put other peoples feelings before myself. I'm pissed that I let this happen. I didn't want to start the new decade worrying about my brother, but I did. At the same time, I've managed to alienate everybody from my life. I'm M.I.A., yet I've been this way since the beginning of 08. Looking at pictures of people I used to know on facebook makes me sad. I would never be caught dead hanging out with people I went to highschool with, I think that's tacky. I never had friends at my own school and my actual group disbanded when we all quit HDOS. I love having Renato in my life, but I miss having a huge wacky group of friends to party with and let off some steam. I made my bed and I have to sleep in it, but this year I'd love to regain my crazy partying self. I'm sick of working 24/7! 1 comment|post comment

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